Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

i wrote this couple of days ago, i wanted to complete it then publish it, but the feeling was gone, I love that feeling, thats why i'm gone publish this, some how now, things are diffrent , every thing is a challange, exactly challenging all i wrote here couple of days ago:



I found my hat :)
I still don't know how it was lost and how it was found, but I'm so happy.
i wasn't pset cuz i lost it, but i had a feeling that its a sign, I was some how afraid of that, maybe it wasn't jsut a hat, it was almost a series of things that happen, and i had a feeling that I have to pay attentions to all these signs, and be more careful.
Yesterday we talke for a long time, and I told him all things which was locked in my heart. those words were really have been locked in my heart, and i felt released.
It was too much informations and some how pressures on me, and I knew I coudn't decided with my mind! ( well nothing in this story make so much sence if i want to use my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) maybe beacuse I'm more a logical kinda person, who need to have a certain reason for important actions that i take, and its kind of hard to let it go.

The best thing about this firendship is we both know its just a firendship, and we are not gone pressure it for some thing to happen, and the deal is we remember there is no expectation in between, this is some thing that i'm very comfortable with at this moment and I know